I cry and cry to the Lord for help, but I feel He's so far away. I am sinking into the sea of loneliness,
despair, feeling i'm not good enough for anything, i do try to reach out to people and fellowship but i always feel they don't want to, i feel useless and lifeless. I am trying to find things i can do, but i haven't been able to find any and I feel like no one wants or is willing to help me. I feel out of control in my emotions. i feel unmotivated. i am nothing but a lump of leftover week old pizza.