Thursday, April 28, 2011
Thursday, April 21, 2011
I really want to hear from God. I am getting so confused about things and All I want is for God to reach down and show my husband and I what we need to do. I was able to find a book that the pastor of the church we are going to wrote about what he believes and its shocking. My husband and I are going over it very very throughly reading every Scripture reference and praying that the Lord reveals to us the truth. I just want God.
Saturday, April 16, 2011
Sunday, April 10, 2011
lately I've have been feeling really down. I don't really know why but I just have been. It doesn't help that the weather has been really gloomy and rainy. Today I was watching a Documentary on China and it was so beautiful with all the wildlife and history and culture. My favorite part was on Tibet and I just felt such a stirring in my soul to do something more with my life than what I am doing. I want to do things that have meaning and be part of the action of ministering and helping people. I want to do so much more than just the everyday of getting up and doing this and that. My husband and I have so much to offer and I just don't know where to begin. Its hard because I feel like my husband really doesn't have a passion to do something different. I don't know maybe I'm wrong. I just need to pray more and ask the Lord for direction.