Thursday, April 28, 2011


I am super excited that I have lost the most weight I have ever had since being married 14lbs!!! I'm so excited to be on this journey and hopefully by august will be 125.

Thursday, April 21, 2011


I really want to hear from God. I am getting so confused about things and All I want is for God to reach down and show my husband and I what we need to do. I was able to find a book that the pastor of the church we are going to wrote about what he believes and its shocking. My husband and I are going over it very very throughly reading every Scripture reference and praying that the Lord reveals to us the truth. I just want God.

Saturday, April 16, 2011


well things have been going better. I have dug myself deeper into prayer and the Word and I have been feeling refreshed and encouraged. Blessings to you all this weekend!

Sunday, April 10, 2011

not much

lately I've have been feeling really down. I don't really know why but I just have been. It doesn't help that the weather has been really gloomy and rainy. Today I was watching a Documentary on China and it was so beautiful with all the wildlife and history and culture. My favorite part was on Tibet and I just felt such a stirring in my soul to do something more with my life than what I am doing. I want to do things that have meaning and be part of the action of ministering and helping people. I want to do so much more than just the everyday of getting up and doing this and that. My husband and I have so much to offer and I just don't know where to begin. Its hard because I feel like my husband really doesn't have a passion to do something different. I don't know maybe I'm wrong. I just need to pray more and ask the Lord for direction.

Saturday, April 2, 2011

just don't know what to do. I'm at my whits end.