well its been forever since I've blogged. been busy and I haven't felt like blogging. but well here's a quick update. ben and I have started treatments again. Today I experienced my first IUI (Intrauterine Insemination). it went ok and we are praying that in 2wks I will find out that I'm pregnant. lots of mixed feelings and trying not to think about it or get my hopes up. but its hard because we've spent a lot of money and if I'm not then its all been a waste. I know in the end it will be a distance memory, but getting to that point is taking forever.